Happy Bday to me...

14 june 1980--- its 30th one if i Count it right!
Lost and winning games are over,.,.,, its the mid age am crossing and nothing standing to hold.. Drunk and falling how and wat to hold,,, ALAS!! been a wrong journey with wrong choices have made.
Go has not blessed me.. it seems been with devil and paying it back to mother earth.
Has to end somewhere and I don see any light.. Help if its there.. Bless if he could or let me rot as i am burning in smoke and acid...

God have mercy please look at me.

Happy Bday to me on 30th 14 I have seen in my life.

Love you god!